| Behold: the crap I spew out when I'm not filming something. |


Clockwork ChildrenWhen I was a child, my life was a machine. It ran like clockwork. Play on weekends, school on weekdays. Soccer practice, club meetings, and piano lessons. Year after year. The monotony broken by a funeral once in a while. Therapy was on Thursdays. It was clockwork.Clockwork Children
Then I grew older and started a new school. Sixth grade. In the beginning it was still clockwork. I was still stuck in the rhythm. But a new school meant new friends, and apparently I had just enough of a friendly personality. I made friends easily with people whose lives weren't machines. I spent time with them, and I somehow I missed a beat in my rhythm. Over time my


The Duality of a MadmanThe ups and downs define the insanity Worse than the roller-coasters everyone references. I thought I had it under control,The Duality of a Madman
But it always eats away at me And I'm never satisfied with myself. On the lows, I suffer my self-hatred as expected Silently reprimanding myself for being me, For being quiet, anti-social, and a pathological liar. Shutting out the world while wearing a frown Hating everyone around me, even those I love. But the highs are no better. I feel wonderful, care-free, and immortal, Mind going a mile a second, and I'm unable to focus. I'm unable to cal


Shades of GreyI submerge myself in the current of black and white as it rushes toward me, and let it take over, if only briefly. Sins forgotten, some unforgiven, Even though we all move on to more vibrant times. Cling with me to the wall, to this cliff face My fingertips will bleed before I let it go and fall. Stay with me, I need someone beside me. Anyone, just a presence, I need near me To tell me what I want to hear as well as what I don't. Keep me sane in the monochrome, And mend my injured hands, my injured self. All I ask for is patience until the grey recedes And for the mShades of Grey
| Behold: the crap I spew out when I'm not filming something. |
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"Life is an STD with a 100% mortality rate."
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I am Magoichi in the Samurai Warriors Crew
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I'm stalking Fran the Viera from FFXII
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"Damned if you do, damned if you don't."
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roxas is my hero. deal with it.
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just saying.
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"Why is there a banana in the shower?"
"... It seemed like a good idea at the time"
"When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams."
Dr Seuss
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*Yes, Jekyll's wickedness played a part in the creation of Hyde. But was it not Hyde that caused Jekyll to more carefully observe the goodness in the world?
*Doing what you like is freedom. Liking what you do is happiness.
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"It's better to burn out than to fade away!"
I am Edouard Baer in dA's Celebrities' Crew!
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We can not legislate our way to immortality. Bans cause social cancer!
The flippant cliche one-liners you so love to spout do NOT constitute well-thought truth.
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